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The day that Sachin Tendulkar had announced his retirement, I had just woken up and seen my friend's text message asking me if I saw the news and that he felt old. I immediately opened my news reader, and read all about it. It was slowly sinking in over the next few days, there was a disbelief, and the thought - Hey, there's two more matches...ten more days of cricket with Sachin.
The day that Sachin Tendulkar had announced his retirement, I had just woken up and seen my friend's text message asking me if I saw the news and that he felt old. I immediately opened my news reader, and read all about it. It was slowly sinking in over the next few days, there was a disbelief, and the thought - Hey, there's two more matches...ten more days of cricket with Sachin.
My mind was racing through
the role that cricket had played in my life through my childhood,
teen years and my twenties too. Cricket began being a part of my life
as a kindergarten kid and in primary school, before I even knew that
there were six balls in an over, and it intensified into a craze
afterward.
The first cricket matches
I remember consciously watching were in the 1992 world cup. I
remember watching New Zealand win almost all games in the group games
and then losing their way in the knockout stages, eventually leading
to a Pakistan win. Since then, every open space looked like a cricket
ground, anything remotely spherical was a ball, a clipboard, wooden
plank, anything made a bat. I didn't know about the magic of Sachin
then, but remember that he was a member in the Indian team around
then, when Mohammad Azharuddin was the captain.
Four years later, I
consider myself to be very privileged to have watched the
India-Pakistan world cup quarterfinal match live at the Chinnaswamy
stadium in Bangalore. I remember very clearly Ajay Jadeja going
berserk in the final overs and hitting Waqar Younis all over the
park. I also remember the Prasad-Sohail incident in that match.
Sachin was playing too, but I remember that he hadn't scored much,
just 2-3 boundaries, and about 30 runs. But he was there, and India
had won.
As a teenager, I'd also
developed an interest in other sports. Tennis, Formula One, Chess,
Football (Soccer). And through my twenties, many dreams were
fulfilled of watching my biggest heroes in these sports live.
Watching M.S.Dhoni's huge sixes at one of the earliest Twenty20
matches, World XI vs. Chemplast (Chinnaswamy stadium, Bangalore,
2005), Roger Federer winning the title by defeating Novak Djokovic
(Arthur Ashe Stadium, New York, 2007), and Michael Schumacher at
300+km/h (Circuit Gilles Villeneuve, Montreal, 2010) remain very
special to me. Though I'm still interested in many of these sports,
none of them has been as longstanding an interest as cricket (and
chess, but I've definitely watched many more cricket matches live
than chess!). And playing a big role in keeping this interest, was
the feel-good presence of Rahul Dravid and Sachin Tendulkar at No. 3
and No. 4. While they were still unbeaten in a match, there was this
hope, this sometimes crazily optimistic hope that India would pull
off the win.
I've been upset many times
over some result in some sporting event. But hardly ever felt actual
tears well up in my eyes during the sad moments in sport – well, it
is just sport after all, eh? The first was when South Africa and
Australia tied in the 1999 World Cup after Lance Klusener's almost
perfect late blitz ended in an unfortunate manner with Allan Donald
getting run out and Australia advancing to the finals. Being a big
fan of Klusener and South African cricket, I could feel my eyes
moist. Another instance was when Michael Schumacher announced his
retirement from Formula One in 2006, and I'd felt upset that I hadn't
got a chance to watch him race live on a track. I was incredibly
lucky that he came out of retirement, and I managed to watch him live
in Montreal in 2010, albeit not in his prime form, nor in his
Ferrari...whatever, I watched him race live. And today, when
Sachin gave his moving speech. Partly because he was retiring.
Another part was because he was always there, perhaps taken for
granted...India at 10/2 chasing 330? Doesn't matter, Sachin is still
not out. But mostly because, through all the years of growing up
watching cricket, a bunch of other sports, people debuting or
retiring, many world cups in cricket and football, many seasons of
tennis and the Olympics, Sachin Tendulkar was there during of the
entire process - the process of me growing up through all these
sports. And for that, I'm very grateful to him. He's been an integral
part of me, and probably a billion or so others.
Here's wishing him all the
best for the future. A simple thank you for what he has meant to me.
A wish that he will still be active in cricket by commentating,
coaching, writing. A dream that someday I'll get to see
him play that classy straight drive again, maybe in some exhibition match. A hope that the
younger generation will be lucky enough to have somebody like him to
make their childhood that much richer.
My childhood is now over,
long after it was actually over, I was clearly in denial until now.
An entire 80s (and perhaps early 90s) generation just got older
today. If my life was scaled down to a single day, I feel like I've
just had brunch.